| | Most people cringe at my dating record. I am not overly attractive, or mystical, or flirtatious; in fact, I am loud, opinionated, controversial and confident - or at least I pretend to be. Maybe it's because of this, but I have had many lovers.
The problem? I always become the heartbreaker. See the thing is, i only attract nice guys. They're always perfect: kind, well-mannered and intelligent men, and they always cheated on and broken up with by yours truly. I am not a bad person, I promise. In fact, most people would descirbe me as a good human being. It's just that I am always looking for something just that bit more exciting and thrilling, I am looking for love. And I refuse to settle for anything less, hence the many broken hearts. They fall in love with me (always relatively quickly) and I realize that they aren't the one for me. It hurts me you know, to break somebody's heart, someone that you love. You have to rip someone's life apart simply for the fact that you can't be in love with them.
I have a theory. The nice guys go for me because I am, to them, a novelty. Exotic and proud and therefore desirable. Nice guys in turn, bore me. There just is not a spark! Is it really the sad reality of things that nice guys just don't get the girls and don't get laid? That nice guys want something that is too much for them?
Another point I must make, is that, it's really not easy breaking up with someone. People always look at the dumper and frown and tsk tsk while looking at the dumpee with pity and sympathy. I think the heartbreakers are, a lot of the times, misunderstood.
Also, are alpha males, the confident, successful and dominant men just too intimated by independent women to approach them? To want them? Is it too much for a modern, progressive and independent woman to want a like-minded, similar male?
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| | Posted 5/25/2009 12:29 PM - 7 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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